God I am trying. I am trying so hard but all you do is take over and over. You plunge your hand into my chest and grip my heart; keeping a tight hold, leaving me in anticipation. I keep holding my breathe until I turn blue just waiting for you to rip me apart. Every word slips off your tongue trailed by poison to bring me to my knees. You swear you mean well but I couldn't give you what you needed so you taunt me with your fingers around my neck waiting for me to have some reason, any reason, that would make sense why I'm not the one. Yes its unfair and yes it hurts but what am I supposed to do? I can't save you especially when I can barely save myself but Im trying. Im trying so hard.
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